JURNAL KEHIDUPAN

Okeh.Duduk rapat-rapat. Diam-diam.Senyap-senyap.

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Jom jerit sama-sama! I am totally down today. Thank you. 

p.s: kamu, sila muhasabah diri..

Seriously im in dilemma

Nak pegi workshop, tapi takde kawan

Nak pegi konferens, jugak takde kawan, padahal dah accepted pun

Nak pegi mana-mana pun, selalu takde kawan..

Ya Allah, permudahkanlah.. :(

Felt Fabric Flowers!!!! 

aJa-aJa Fighting!! :D:D

Alhamdulillah. Hidup saya masih dikelilingi insan-insan yang baik. Dunia pekerjaan tidaklah tersangat kejam walaupun ada lah kekejaman nya. Well, semua orang nak cari makan kan? =)

Please do  not ever look down at others. This is what I keep reminding meself  with. Hidup ini tak selamanya indah. Kadang-kadang orang di bawah yang akan menolong kita dalam kesusahan. Dan orang di atas akan meninggalkan kita tergolek-golek. Masa tu, barulah tahu langit tu tinggi ke rendah. I told u oredi!

Hidup ini sangat indah. Sungguh! :)

p.s: seseorang pernah berkata kepada saya, kadang2 kita mendahulukan kawan-kawan dari Allah.Padahal Allah yang sepatutnya diletakkan di tempat pertama. Nauzubillah.

p.s : Terima kasih :)

I was mesmerized with the idea by B2B bloggers whom use brown paper bags as their goody bags, instead of using plastic bag. It was a superb idea, actually.. I feel like joining 'Save the World' club. Hehehe..

Today, after sending some important documents to masjid, I rushed to lab to do some labworks. After few months I din step into the lab during weekends, today I went there with walkman-plugged-ears. It was just to avoid of hearing something that i am not pleased to..Hahaha.

After lab, at noon, I went to Chow Kit, Bake with Yen wholesale shop.. Hunting for brown paper bags as I mentioned before. All bloggers saying that the Bake with Yen shop is at Puchong. It is quite far from my place. And luckily, a friend of mine told me that the branch is at Chow Kit, Jalan Haji Taib 5. It is such a bless. Alhamdulillah. For a beginning, I just bought 5 packs of 100pcs each at only RM 3.30 for each pack. It is super cheapskate! Later, as Abah approved and satisfied, I will go and hunt for more. Bake with Yen just like a garden for cake-makers. Seriously! I feel like buying a microwave. Oh, anybody wanna give me that on my W-day?Hahaha

Ok. Stop babbling. I am damn tired now. Must have gud rest. Bye-bye. See ya!

Alhamdulillah. I am done with some light tasks. Next, will further with hard task - Cleaning!!! ISO is coming by next week. The whole department struggled for department's future grade, but for a research student like me, i will just stick  ' Student Research Bench' note on the racks..so that, the ISO staff will not ask me for more.. Hahaha.

Owh okay. Update from Hospital PD. Yesterday i went to PD to visit Tokki. I had been informed that he got dengue fever. After settling my labworks, at 9am, I rushed back home. Actually I was thinking to just go there by KTM because I have no experience of driving for such a long journey (for me). But at last, I really do not know how 'my KTM' changed to a CAR! A Kancil car. Heheheeh. I was accompanied with a friend of mine a.k.a my housemate a.k.a my lovely sister.

Before the journey started, mom called, telling me that tokki was suspected with Leptospirosis (spiral shape virus from rat's waste, admitted to human body). I was suspecting that he might get infected because before the fever occured, he cleaned up the bushes behind the store. But after taking antibiotics ( I dunno what kind of antibiotics because i were not there at that time), he recovered. Alhamdulillah

Today, as I read my FB notifications by my auntie, one thing crossed my mind. Was the doctor trying to pull our legs? Hohoho. So many suspectations within 3 days he had been hospitalized. I am not blaming the doctors, because i currently work with doctors. I, sometimes can understand them. But the matter here is, why is there so many coincidences? Started with dengue, then followed with Leptospirosis and this morning, they said it was nothing. Just a fever! Hahaha.. Tomorrow might start with a new good news! And hopefully, the news will make us smile widely. Ameen~

p/s: On our way back home, we went to Nilai 3. Seriously I feel like fainted! So many things to grab. But, have to get permission from my both big bosses first. Hehehehe. Hunt for more! Later will update about my fishing experience there. Cant wait!

Gotta call from mom this morning, she told me that Tokki (grandpa) has been admitted to ward, after being diagnosed with dengue. Over years, Tokki had once diagnosed with dengue too. The immune system in his body might reacted with blood, leading to this second threat. Allahumma yassir wala tu'assir. Praying for his speedy recovery. InsyaAllah tomorrow morning, after labwork, me and a friend of mine will go to PD to visit him. Have to re-arrange the appointment with Puya..Hopefully he will not mind.. =) 

I love my Tokki the most! I am a kind of person who do not know how to show my love. But really, i do love him! When I was small, because I am the eldest grandchild, he named a duku tree with my name. 'Pokok Nurul'..such a cute name! And that pokok was recognized as mine by all aunties and uncles. Hahaha. Tokki, Nurul will go and visit u tom. Promise! =)

Current mission: Hunting for rent car..

I can not please everybody. Seriously I cant. Different ppl have different perception on me. And nobody knows what is in me, except special person whom are very close to me. I hate ppl who like to talk/stalk about me, without knowing me. It will give me such a jerk feeling..Please dont bother me, as I do not bother you.

DNA fragmentation is on its right track. InsyaAllah. Cant wait!

p.s: no progress for wed preps as i mentioned before. Now, research turn. Please Q up! I have tried to do fabric flowers last nite. It came out quite cute! Yeay!!!! Next, hunting for the suitable fabrics! Yippi~

Assalamualaikum and Hi, peeps!

Please note the title : 'OCTOBER, PLEASE BE NICE TO ME!' - Seriously, I am begging you. Lot of things to be done by this October. Yeah, its already half of the month. Today is 11th. But I am still hoping the sun will rise and lighten me up. 

Me currently focus on DNA fragmentation. I am getting busier with all the related papers. Sometimes i feel like boiling all those papers and drink the water, and then i will be hospitalized! Like getting new motivation. Later will get further explanation from a molecular friend - Odeng. Hopefully I cud understand the explanation without losing. The result will be something like MW in gel electrophoresis and I am dreaming of having SCA software to make it more interesting and qualitative. Oh money, please be in my purse now!

Today I have begun my day with an undescribe feeling! I feel so happy, because i am now surrounded with such kind ppl. I just want to share my happines, my dreams, my hopes and all with ppl, of course not with all.  I have learnt a lot since I stepped my foot into this 'welcoming' world past a year. Aha! Studying world is absolutely different with working world, my dear friends. Believe it or  not, I cant count how many tears have been wasted since the first week here. And not to forget, the motivation and supports given by my close beloved person. Seriously I am telling you, friends can be simply made, but  true friends are hardly made.

Ok. Gotta stop. Stomach is K-Pop-ing already. Hunting for lunch. Craving for ayam goreng. Bye!

p.s: all wed preps must be put behind for a while. Research mood came and please, do excuse me!

what to do? seriously sangat sedih. Lot of datas inside there. Semua updated paperworks are in IT! Tak sempat nak transfer ke tempat-tempat berkenaan. sob-sob-sob..

No air-cond in room

No air circulation

I'm getting trapped

Moving out to lab

Completing paperworks in lab

Make me fainted!

Fening-fening....Ekon pun satu..asek rosak aje..aish~

Assalamualaikum kawan-kawan! Entah kenapa mood semacam tersangat baik hari ni.Mungkinkah sebab saya telah memulakan hari dengan AFTL? Sampai-sampai je dalam bilik lepas letak bag, terus saya ke lab. Tapi malang seribu kali malang, lab terkunci lagi. Aduyai..terpaksa lah saya duk menepek di depan lappy kejap. Hihik. Nway, Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal..

Sangat lama menghilangkan diri. Saya sebenarnya banyak menghabiskan masa mengupdate entry di private blog. Semuanya tentang 1001 ceritera yang bakal menjelang beberapa purnama's je lagi ade 's' sebab plural term..kikih. Allahumma yusahhil lana. Allahu yassir wala tu'assir ya Karim..

Tapi hari ni saya terasa macam nak memuatkan semuanya di dalam public blog ini pula. Sebenarnya terasa agak segan untuk berkongsi di ruangan awam ini.Tapi tak pe, saya tekadkan niat. Hanya untuk saya menikmati preparations sempena hari besar saya dan berkongsi dengan B2B semua =). Seriously, dulu masa belum sampai seru hahaha.gelak jap saya terasa macam ape kes perlu tau semua jenis kain, semua jenis kaler, ape kes nak buat segala macam benda sedarlah budak ifti, tangan anda adalah sekeras-keras dan sekejung-sekejung tangan perempuan..haha.Tapi bila saya dah memasuki alam ini, baru saya terasa amat penting semua benda-benda ni. Ye la, kalau tak tau semua benda ni, senang-senang je saya akan menyesal dikemudian hari sebab tak review betul-betul

Okeh, untuk the very first entry about my preparations, meh saya review sikit tentang warna tema, boleh? Theme color sangat penting okeh! Without theme color, semua benda tak berjalan sebab tak dapat nak imagine, tak dapat nak mix and match.Sangat penting!!hahaha..kemain lagi stresskan kat situ. Setelah hampir berminggu-minggu menjelajah blog b2b and ex-b2b serta memerah otak di sana sini lupa thesis dah sekejap. Aish, budak ni! Kalo prof tau mesti saya kene marah..Huhuk. akhirnya saya decided untuk pilih theme color : CHAMPAGNE! sangat teruja sebenarnya, semoga cita-cita dan impian saya menjadi kenyataan.Ameen..
p/s: Macam-macam dah ada dalam kepala. Tengah imagine untuk doorgifts,hopefully it will come out awesomely! Tangan dah sakit menggubah bunga untuk bunga pahar. 30 pcs dah siap, another 70's, ifti. Chayyok nanti saya review one by one okeh? :)

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